First few night on our moon

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Alhamdulillah kami sudah masuk rumah sewa. Terima kasih kepada suami tercinta sebab sediakan tempat tinggal utk kami. Hehe ada sikit mcm ucapan menang award. Dekat dgn opis suami. Jadi, kemungkinan dia balik lunch adalah tinggi. Kalau masuk opis laa.

Baru 3 malam tido rumah baru. Alhamdulillah semua ok je. Tuan rumah so far ok sgt. Jiran2 mostly chinese dan area rumah mmg ada anjing tp dalam pagar je la. Which is good i guess. Sebab kitorg boleh tau bila ada org yg tak dikenali lalu. Mmg dorang akan otomatik menyalak.

Cuma skrg ni nak kena jaga zahra la jenuh sikit sebab dia asek menuju tangga je. Itu belum berjalan lagi. Cuba dah jalan nnti umi tak tau laaa. Berpeluh kejar.

Yaya will stay with us for a few days. Abg nk g keje mencari sesuap nasi di laut. Maka MIL suggest yaya temankan. Hehe. Dah boleh imagine ni dapat date baru nk pegi jalan2 explore2 sesat2 area sini. Nak cari goreng pisang cheese area umah tak jumpa lagi. Kalo kat kampung tu mmg dah ada kedai feveret. Haa pasal tu. Mak so sweet hari tu sy mention je pasal goreng pisang cheese. Ttba mak gi kirim kat jiran suh belikan utk sy sebekas. Terharu nyaaaaa T.T sy pun taktau kat kampung ada. Sayang nye kat mak. Huhu

Ps: esok nak gi nismilan hanta adik ke mrsm. Suami cuti sampai selasa. Loikeee. XD

Of busy and lazy

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Watch just how lazy i am.

Baru balik ikea dengan suami dan anak dara.

Pukul 10 malam. Mengantuk. We are so old ady.

Suami tgh main coc. Beliau sakit perut tapi tahan.

Zahra tengah tido. Dia menten pukul 9 10 tido sekarang.

Esok pagi nak balik kg tanjung malim.

Tadi masak suami ckp sedap dan beliau akan menjadi gemok. Dia nak ngelat sebab sy mintak 6pax.

Ok lah bai.

Ps: finally living the life. Too busy living sampai dah tak peduli sgt social media. Good night moon.

Noms

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I feel guilty. And ashamed. Im a food grinder. I eat a lot lately. Just had another bowl of laksa. Well my mom in law is a great cook. So after hubby went out i ate another bowl. I had one earlier. When he's back, he is going to laugh at me. Sigh.

Im 48kg in weight. 4kg heavier since before zahra. And im pretty proud i have got rid of the pregnancy fat. I was like 56kg or something. The secret to fully breastfeed your baby, ya. Hehe.

Anywho, hubby is home. Kbai

Around the sun

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10 kali keliling matahari
10 tahun bicara tentang bulan

Sekarang bulan terasa kecik
Bila pegang tangan awak, dosa kita gugur dari celah jari
Kami mahu ke syurga, ya Allah.

Ps: anak dara lena tido lepas babai ayah kerja

Parenthood

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Hi guys.

Being a mother is 50% hard work. And 50% jantung jatuh.

Hard work.
Start when the baby wakes up. Showering her. Putting on clothes. Feeding the baby. Picking up small things so she wont put them in her mouth. Picking up toys. Get her to sleep. Change diapers. More showers. More poos. More milk. More picking up toys.

Jantung jatuh.
The silver linings. That smile on her face every morning without fail. The masham susu smell. Her happy laughter when she plays with water. Her naughty look when she wants to put something into her small mouth that she knows we'll be angry at her if she does. When she runs or crawls fastly so we cant get her. That 1 hour of rest we have when she sleeps. The faces she makes when she eats something she likes or despises. When she does something new like standing without holding anything and waves her hands. When she suddenly lies down maybe because she's tired. Aahh i cant write all. There are too many.

In the end, its is not really hard work. They are all happy memories we are creating for the future.

Zahra, you should know that you are a gift. You are truly a gift for umi and ayah. Everything you do is amazing. Because you are amazing. You are honestly the glue that sticks umi and ayah together. Sometimes, i think ayah loves you more than he loves me. Which is good i guess. Because ayah once told me long ago that he doesnt fancy kids or babies. But once he met you, he has become a totally different person. And i love him more because of that.

Ps: marriage once you have kids means the curi2 kisses when the baby is not looking. I really love that. XD