Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Bubble unicorn

Assalamualaikum

I was blowing bubbles with zahra.

An uncle from a car in front of our looked at our bubbles while he walked to his steering seat, done fueling his car.

He must feel all princessy and girly walking in those bubbles.

Lol.

Made our day.

Ps: on our way from munching to swimming. Wee~

Perempuan Pelupa

Assalamualaikum

Penyakit lupa boleh jadi bala. Tapi bagi saya itu benda yg elok. Lupa lah orang tu pernah buat jahat kat saya. Lupa lah orang tu pernah mengata saya. Lupa lah kata2 nista orang ignorant. Lupa.

Lupa juga macam mana sakitnya bersalin. Serius. Kawan2 yg tengah tunggu due duk tanya pengalaman hari tu bersalinkan zahra. Haish nak cerita tapi lupa. Sakit tapi lupa la macam mana sakit dia. Takleh explain.

Setiap sesuatu yg Allah buat, cantik sangat. Sempurna sesempurnanya. Jadi bila Allah buat kejadian bersalinkan sebuah jasad suci, melahirkan jiwa putih ke dunia, Allah cipta sakit. Tapi Allah hapuskan kenangan tak best. So yg tinggal sekarang ni yg indah2 je.

Sebab tu bila orang tanya sakit tak? Saya cuma mampu jawab. Sakit. Tapi bila jatuh pandangan pertama pada anak tu, semua sakit tu hilang. Dan nak hadap jahit kejap lagi pun tak terasa sakitnya. Sakit berjam2 tadi cek jalan sampai berdarah, contraction berjam2, gunting, meneran sampai tercabut jarum masuk air kat tangan, semua hilang. Sebab terpandang sebuah muka tanpa dosa tu. Sebab terdengar suara dia. Sebab nak cepat2 peluk dia. Sebab nak cepat2 susukan dia. Sebab saya dah lama tunggu dia, seumur hidup saya, bukan 9 bulan. Dia, ubat segala sakit.

Jadi, lupa tu bagus dalam certain konteks.

Ok nak gi peluk suami main usap2 perut kejap. Eh.

XD

Ps: rasa taknak balik kl. Tapi suami duk mengomel rindu aglio olio sy buat. Haha. Gedik nau skrg ni western sgt tekak.

The morning glory

Assalamualaikum

Still breathing salty air. Walk on sandy beach. Which i love.

Being here means no laundry to do. Nothing to cook. Nothing to clean. Which i also love.

And putting up with unstable internet connection. Not good for my "work" but i still love that.

In between taking care of zahra, hugging big teddy ze hubby, and lying around being lazy, i got bored too. The beach is currently a little too hot. Hence this post i guess.

The morning glory

Cold quiet morning
Witness your bloom
Wet and moist
So as the mushrooms

How humble to show such beauty
In such a brief moment
Until i see you again
Tomorrow morning.

-a.a

Ps: im so looking forward for may. hehehe. Ansari the nanny will come to you dnie junior. XD