Random post because why not.

Assalamualaikum~

Im trying to write regularly. I have a dayre account. I wrote there from time to time but it doesnt feel right. And i also have a lettrs account. Which is nicer than dayre but i guess blogger is so much better. Better access probably.

It is just that writing makes me feel better at times. Focusing on the positive. Contrary with lang leav ye ena. Hehe

Anyway, i miss my husbanddd. He's coming home. After a long week in the sea. And the big flood. May Allah protect him & us all.

Ps: im wondering of what to ask him to buy me once he gets here.

A per usual. The 2014

Assalamualaikum~

2014 is saying good bye. Twas a wonderful year. I met and was reunited with the loves of my life this year. I met Zahra on 6th of March. And got married to my bestfriend on 12th December.

There were a lot of ups and downs. Been tested by Allah greatly, i am in so much gratitude for the blessing that came later. Allah lead me to the most beautiful people. Kak Aa, Sir Isma, Aunty Zah, Izzul, Ena and many others. I was also gifted patience i never knew i had in me. With all that, i would never have doubt in Allah's better planning in anything. And of course His love.

As for 2015, i see a carpet rolled upon me. Waiting to give me more experiences but i know better now that good or bad, Allah loves me that He wants to make me better insyaAllah. Im a wife to a very loving husband, a mother to a beautiful mini-me, a daughter, daughter in law, sister and friend. Im hoping i can cope being all that all the way through next year making sure i please Allah first.

And if Allah wills, hubby wants Zahra to have a baby brother or sister. Lol. Pray for us.

Many asked if im currently working. Well, im a full time model to my husband. Regularly pole dancing. Lol. Loving the fact that i can focus on buat cantik for my husband and being a nanny to zahra but im also peeking if there is any chance of me working part time or from home. Probably if husband agree on that.

All in all alhamdulillah, thank you 2014 for everything. From the dust to my eyes, to the big spears in my chest. Everything. Im so looking forward to 2015 and what it holds insyaAllah. Hoping for less deadly weapons and more flowers.

Ps: i love you so much Azrul. I mean, abang. ^_^