assalamualaikum and hi!
it has been a while since i layan some bukowski. and i came across this again. love tom o'bedlam's narration, always have always will.
i think what i think about melancholy, about heartbreaks, about pain is somewhat a happiness. because i was used to it. and i create better with sadness. words come out better. ideas look promising lol. and bukowski said that in the poem.
but he has a blue bird in his heart. a happiness. something good. and i have that too. only difference wass that he kept the blue bird inside. and i cherish my blue bird. and the outcomes are different.
obviously his book sales skyrocketed. and im this. but my blue bird is free. im happy. and that is good for me. but kinda bad for what i used to be, referring to how i write. i used to write about this if you read my old posts. cant find it.
haha
do you get it? ahh im just transferring some pics to the pc. and im killing some time.
see you when i see you.
love,
ansari