Satu

Assalamualaikum

Hi

Sorry for extra mushiness. Make way for the mushy train.

Today marks a milestone of our marriage. One year. Weird, it doesnt feel like a year. It still feels like yesterday he took tok kadi's hand and said those akad. It still feels like yesterday i heard the word SAH and i saw him turned around looking at me with the biggest smile i have ever seen. He wasnt even nervous. It still feels very much like yesterday.

It is true, you only know a person once you marry him/her. Yes, he is the same azrul in a way. But as a husband, he is so much more. So much more kindness. So much more love.

All i want to say is, thank you, husband. For everything that you have done for me, for us. Thank you for your patience, love, lessons. And i want to say im sorry too. Im sorry im such a baby. Im sorry for my mood swings, for my muncungs. Marrying you is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I feel alive everyday, i look forward to tomorrow. I learn new things. I become a better person.

I still remember the first time you become the imam for our solat. I think i started to feel a lot like a wife after that. Some kind of realisation just hit me. Right in the feels that i cried. And i love how i wish you good night every night and i'd say i love you. And you will say "i love you more" every single time. You just know how to make me smile in my sleep.

Husband,
Thank you.

Ps : lil baby kicked ayah for the first time hari tu. Husband felt it. Huhu wait for the big ones in coming months.