The lullaby

Assalamualaikum~

Actual happiness could mean listening to Azrul's snores right beside me. And Zahra's hand touching me while she sleeps right on the other side.

I sleep in between them. Contrary to your assumption that im getting the most space, im not. Zahra is conquering the whole bed. And my husband sleeps like a log. I will be awake at night trying to find a comfortable position which mostly will be me sleeping on my arms. Im starting to get used to that.

Ps: currently living with the in laws got us very much closer alhamdulillah. My mom in law and i are literally best friends. Hee.

Its a hot night

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Hi. Im wide awake. And im lying between hubby & zahra. Hubby is snoring. Haha

Thought i could write a few thoughts tonight. But the words wont come out. I blame nasi pakapow. Idk how they're spelt. That is my husband's favourite nasi goreng from kedai iki. I like it too. Yum yum. Sooo, im just too full.

Long story short, husband is home. He cancelled kerteh & miri. Means, he is all mine until weekend. Heee. Alhamdulillah.

Ps: i asked him to buy the pregnancy test kit and he only read the text once he reached home. -.- but he's excited too. Maybe tomorrow. Pray for us. InsyaAllah

Ramblings

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Live update.

I just had supper with mother-in-law. She was making apam. And both of us were hungry. Arysh joined us. Ate apam. And nasi.

Zahra is sleeping. Arysh pushed her earlier. Adik ran after him. Mil and fil scolded arysh and he was crying his eyes out. As for zahra, she fell from the bed. Making it twice she hit her head tonight.

Hubby is on his way home. With aizat, his colleague. He left something at home. He was already in Gambang. I think he will be here any minute now.

I miss hubby already. I dont know. Maybe its a good thing he's coming home. Even in such urgency. Maybe i can steal a kiss or two. Hee.

Anyway, he'll be in kerteh by tomorrow insyaAllah. And he'll be home on Friday i suppose. And zahra and i will be waiting for him patiently here at his parent's place. Things is, we already found a place. Which is super convenient for him to go work. Safe insyaAllah. And close to a mall. InsyaAllah we'll be moving in next month. Alhamdulillah we have already bought the furnitures. There are just a few essential things left to buy.

In the mean time, im staying here, learning how to cook with the masterchef, MIL. You should taste my MIL's dishes. They're all so tasty im in so much trouble trying to at least be half as good as that. T.T

Till then.

Ps: both zahra and i arent feeling so well. I puked in the shower. Bun?? Huhu

Random post because why not.

Assalamualaikum~

Im trying to write regularly. I have a dayre account. I wrote there from time to time but it doesnt feel right. And i also have a lettrs account. Which is nicer than dayre but i guess blogger is so much better. Better access probably.

It is just that writing makes me feel better at times. Focusing on the positive. Contrary with lang leav ye ena. Hehe

Anyway, i miss my husbanddd. He's coming home. After a long week in the sea. And the big flood. May Allah protect him & us all.

Ps: im wondering of what to ask him to buy me once he gets here.

A per usual. The 2014

Assalamualaikum~

2014 is saying good bye. Twas a wonderful year. I met and was reunited with the loves of my life this year. I met Zahra on 6th of March. And got married to my bestfriend on 12th December.

There were a lot of ups and downs. Been tested by Allah greatly, i am in so much gratitude for the blessing that came later. Allah lead me to the most beautiful people. Kak Aa, Sir Isma, Aunty Zah, Izzul, Ena and many others. I was also gifted patience i never knew i had in me. With all that, i would never have doubt in Allah's better planning in anything. And of course His love.

As for 2015, i see a carpet rolled upon me. Waiting to give me more experiences but i know better now that good or bad, Allah loves me that He wants to make me better insyaAllah. Im a wife to a very loving husband, a mother to a beautiful mini-me, a daughter, daughter in law, sister and friend. Im hoping i can cope being all that all the way through next year making sure i please Allah first.

And if Allah wills, hubby wants Zahra to have a baby brother or sister. Lol. Pray for us.

Many asked if im currently working. Well, im a full time model to my husband. Regularly pole dancing. Lol. Loving the fact that i can focus on buat cantik for my husband and being a nanny to zahra but im also peeking if there is any chance of me working part time or from home. Probably if husband agree on that.

All in all alhamdulillah, thank you 2014 for everything. From the dust to my eyes, to the big spears in my chest. Everything. Im so looking forward to 2015 and what it holds insyaAllah. Hoping for less deadly weapons and more flowers.

Ps: i love you so much Azrul. I mean, abang. ^_^