Thursday, January 29, 2015

Noms

Assalamualaikum

I feel guilty. And ashamed. Im a food grinder. I eat a lot lately. Just had another bowl of laksa. Well my mom in law is a great cook. So after hubby went out i ate another bowl. I had one earlier. When he's back, he is going to laugh at me. Sigh.

Im 48kg in weight. 4kg heavier since before zahra. And im pretty proud i have got rid of the pregnancy fat. I was like 56kg or something. The secret to fully breastfeed your baby, ya. Hehe.

Anywho, hubby is home. Kbai

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Around the sun

Assalamualaikum

10 kali keliling matahari
10 tahun bicara tentang bulan

Sekarang bulan terasa kecik
Bila pegang tangan awak, dosa kita gugur dari celah jari
Kami mahu ke syurga, ya Allah.

Ps: anak dara lena tido lepas babai ayah kerja

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Parenthood

Assalamualaikum

Hi guys.

Being a mother is 50% hard work. And 50% jantung jatuh.

Hard work.
Start when the baby wakes up. Showering her. Putting on clothes. Feeding the baby. Picking up small things so she wont put them in her mouth. Picking up toys. Get her to sleep. Change diapers. More showers. More poos. More milk. More picking up toys.

Jantung jatuh.
The silver linings. That smile on her face every morning without fail. The masham susu smell. Her happy laughter when she plays with water. Her naughty look when she wants to put something into her small mouth that she knows we'll be angry at her if she does. When she runs or crawls fastly so we cant get her. That 1 hour of rest we have when she sleeps. The faces she makes when she eats something she likes or despises. When she does something new like standing without holding anything and waves her hands. When she suddenly lies down maybe because she's tired. Aahh i cant write all. There are too many.

In the end, its is not really hard work. They are all happy memories we are creating for the future.

Zahra, you should know that you are a gift. You are truly a gift for umi and ayah. Everything you do is amazing. Because you are amazing. You are honestly the glue that sticks umi and ayah together. Sometimes, i think ayah loves you more than he loves me. Which is good i guess. Because ayah once told me long ago that he doesnt fancy kids or babies. But once he met you, he has become a totally different person. And i love him more because of that.

Ps: marriage once you have kids means the curi2 kisses when the baby is not looking. I really love that. XD

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Happenings

Assalamualaikum

Zahra & Arysh have been very nice boy and girl. They tucked in early. Meaning there are only me & mak. We're watching MLM now.

It is kindda nice. Watching tv with my mom in law. She has this contagious laughter. We're munching on nuts. And because of her, i have been following the korean dramas. Haha

As you can see, there is nothing much happening in my life at the moment. My circle involves the in-laws and our neighbours. Tomorrow Yaya & Along will be home. Weekend with the new sisters. And no hubby. I miss him. Wuwu

Ps: i eat a lot lately. -.-

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Rainbow. Pelangi

Assalamualaikum

Hari tu suami tegur. Rajin nyaaaa syg berbelog. Haha. Tapi dia takleh kata ape. Sebab dia lagi lah gigih main COC.

Sebenarnya rindu nak membaca. Dh agak banyak buku Cecelia yg tak baca lagi ni. Maka, bila suami gaji, sy akan memujuk rayu beliau supaya belikan. Hehe.

Teringat satu buku cecelia ahern. Tajuk where rainbow ends. Kalo pikir2 balik, kisah cinta dlm tu ada la mirip2 cinta sy dan suami.

Rainbow tu panjang. Tak tau mane kaki dia. Tapi last2 jumpa jugak. 10 tahun kemudian. Dlm buku tu lagi lahh 50 tahun. Dah tua kerepot baru bersatu. Nak diapplykan dalam konsep Islam pun, ada Allah sebut pasal jodoh itu rahsia. Dan kun fayakun.

Hm.. rindu nak membaca. Menulis belog yg tak ilmiah ni bosan juga. Dah la takde orang baca. Gila lah syok sendiri. Haha.

Ps: suami ke kerteh petang tadi. Lepas confirm rumah kitorg. Wee wee wee. Harap2 dipermudahkan masuk next week. Bulannnnn, kami datang. Haha bai.