Parenthood

Assalamualaikum

Hi guys.

Being a mother is 50% hard work. And 50% jantung jatuh.

Hard work.
Start when the baby wakes up. Showering her. Putting on clothes. Feeding the baby. Picking up small things so she wont put them in her mouth. Picking up toys. Get her to sleep. Change diapers. More showers. More poos. More milk. More picking up toys.

Jantung jatuh.
The silver linings. That smile on her face every morning without fail. The masham susu smell. Her happy laughter when she plays with water. Her naughty look when she wants to put something into her small mouth that she knows we'll be angry at her if she does. When she runs or crawls fastly so we cant get her. That 1 hour of rest we have when she sleeps. The faces she makes when she eats something she likes or despises. When she does something new like standing without holding anything and waves her hands. When she suddenly lies down maybe because she's tired. Aahh i cant write all. There are too many.

In the end, its is not really hard work. They are all happy memories we are creating for the future.

Zahra, you should know that you are a gift. You are truly a gift for umi and ayah. Everything you do is amazing. Because you are amazing. You are honestly the glue that sticks umi and ayah together. Sometimes, i think ayah loves you more than he loves me. Which is good i guess. Because ayah once told me long ago that he doesnt fancy kids or babies. But once he met you, he has become a totally different person. And i love him more because of that.

Ps: marriage once you have kids means the curi2 kisses when the baby is not looking. I really love that. XD

Happenings

Assalamualaikum

Zahra & Arysh have been very nice boy and girl. They tucked in early. Meaning there are only me & mak. We're watching MLM now.

It is kindda nice. Watching tv with my mom in law. She has this contagious laughter. We're munching on nuts. And because of her, i have been following the korean dramas. Haha

As you can see, there is nothing much happening in my life at the moment. My circle involves the in-laws and our neighbours. Tomorrow Yaya & Along will be home. Weekend with the new sisters. And no hubby. I miss him. Wuwu

Ps: i eat a lot lately. -.-

Rainbow. Pelangi

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Hari tu suami tegur. Rajin nyaaaa syg berbelog. Haha. Tapi dia takleh kata ape. Sebab dia lagi lah gigih main COC.

Sebenarnya rindu nak membaca. Dh agak banyak buku Cecelia yg tak baca lagi ni. Maka, bila suami gaji, sy akan memujuk rayu beliau supaya belikan. Hehe.

Teringat satu buku cecelia ahern. Tajuk where rainbow ends. Kalo pikir2 balik, kisah cinta dlm tu ada la mirip2 cinta sy dan suami.

Rainbow tu panjang. Tak tau mane kaki dia. Tapi last2 jumpa jugak. 10 tahun kemudian. Dlm buku tu lagi lahh 50 tahun. Dah tua kerepot baru bersatu. Nak diapplykan dalam konsep Islam pun, ada Allah sebut pasal jodoh itu rahsia. Dan kun fayakun.

Hm.. rindu nak membaca. Menulis belog yg tak ilmiah ni bosan juga. Dah la takde orang baca. Gila lah syok sendiri. Haha.

Ps: suami ke kerteh petang tadi. Lepas confirm rumah kitorg. Wee wee wee. Harap2 dipermudahkan masuk next week. Bulannnnn, kami datang. Haha bai.

Ketika malam bulan mengambang

Assalamualaikum

Sebab memori masih fresh, kena tulis lah. Nanti lupa, mula la nak salahkan semut.

Tajuk tu sebab baru lepas baca blog ena. Org yg suka tulis benda2 seram pada waktu malam ni sy rasa dorg tak de keje. Ataupun buang tebiat. Kikiki.

Anyway. Semalam pegi dinner company suami. Kat menara KL. Both hubby & i tak pernah jejak menara kl. Kami sama2 jakun. Memorable sebab pegi Zahra sekali. Beli stroller the day before tu. Huhu. Sebab nak tidokan Zahra senang.

Ada cerita jubah nursing sy beli online semata2 sebab dinner tu. Posmen dah hanta tapi tak sempat kejar. MIL masa tu kat dapur. FIL kat belakang rumah bersih laman. Along dgn Arysh masa tu. Sy pulak nyusukan Zahra. By the time FIL, Along & saya bertiga2 sampai kat pintu rumah, posmen dah chow. So pakai baju mana ada je la. Redhoo. Hubby pun pakai yg sedia ada je. Kitorg cuma gigih beli baju Zahra. Datin wannabe sgt anak sorg tu.

Yg attend dinner tu berapa org je. 2 meja panjang je. Ada yg bawak mak, ada yg dtg sorg je. Bawak isteri & anak. It was a very small & nice. So kitorg boleh mix around sume org dan borak2 mcm kawan lama. Bini boss hubby tu talkative betul. Mat salleh. Dia bagi pinjam bangles dia kat Zahra sebab Zahra time tu meragam. Most of the time abg yg jaga Zahra. Sy siap makan 2 round kut. Buffet kut. Ada salmon, oyster, lamb. Takkan nak tengok je.

Bergambar pun sakan juga. Takpe. Sume org mmg jakun otomatik naik atas tu. Sebab berpusing2. Nama pun restoran Atmosphere 360. Kesimpulannya bes la. Makan sedap nom nom. Kawan2 ofis abg baik2. Dorg main ngn Zahra. Background music pun sedap. Haha. View lawa. Alhamdulillah tak tau la bila pulak nak pegi situ kan.

Pastu kitorg turun ushar tempat view pakai teropong tu. Skodeng rumah & ofis org. Kejap je. Pastu pulang dgn perut yg kenyang. Terima kasih suami & company beliau. Tahun depan kat KLCC pulak la. Haha.

Ps: siang tadi MIL tersepak Zahra. Mak tak sedar Zahra ada kat blkg. Kitorg tgh kalut prepare nk lunch time tu. Abah pun ada. Mak & Zahra both fell down. Zahra nangis kuat. Dan macam hilang semangat. MIL paksa hubby balik bawak g mintak air tawar dgn Pak Awang. Harap2 esok Zahra ok. Dia jadi nk merengek je. Nak ngempenggg je. Bak kata abah. Huhu.

Husband

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Hi. Sebab tengah merindui suami, jadi nak citer pasal Encik Rashid tu.

Most people know him by the name Azrul. Which is a part of his name. His full name is Azrul Amirul Rashid. Haa amekaw. Kikiki. Dulu2 selalu kena buli dgn saya sebab nama dia Rashid. Sampai kan pernah beli memo bertulis Rashid utk dia. Dia mcm tak rela je terima. Haha.

Kawan2 matrik & kawan sekolah dia panggil dia Angah. Sebab family panggil Angah. Dulu masa kitorg berkawan lepas percintaan pause, saya nk panggil dia angah, dia tak bagi. Haha. Ada lagi nickname dia. Banyak sangat. -.-"

Pastu sejak kawin ni sudah menjadi Abang la. Dan Ayah. Hehe. Kadang2 baby tua sebab perangai sama macam Zahra. XD

Selalu Azrul akan cakap, saya sama macam dia. Selalu jugak saya tanya ape benda yg sama. Dia cuma sengih je. Sejak 10 tahun dulu macam tu lah. Truth is, nobody has ever looked at me the way he looks at me. Over ten years. Still.

The things that i figured might be similar to him, spongebob. We quote spongebob. And game of thrones. And breaking bad. And 9gag. We love muse. And coldplay. And system of a down. And he likes eminem because i do (he even can rap his songs).

Other things yg similar kena tanya dia. Sebab dia cuma akan sengih je bila i did something or said something yg dia rasa suka or find similar to him. My husband has always been that cute.

Ps: FIL is home. Dinnerrrr