Mothers day

Assalamualaikum

First of all, happy mothers day to me. Happy mothers day to my ibu & my mak. Happy mothers day to my sister and along. Happy mothers day to every mother in the world. May Allah grant us Jannah for our sacrifices and undivided love towards our babies and families.

Second of all, thank you dear husband for the mothers day presents. Thank you for the hersheys. Thank you for the kinder buenos. Thank you for being my charlie and the chocolate factory. And most of all, thank you for the baking start up kit. Hehe. Ok. Honestly, it was a nice surprise. Even though i kindda knew that you were buying me the oven, mixer etc. (My husband is terrible at keeping secrets and making surprises. He asked me a gazilion times what i need for baking. Too obvious right?) I love them to bits. I loveeee that my oven has light inside it. Haha

Being a mother for more than a year now, taught me a lot of things. From caring a child, taking care of a child, putting up with emotion roller coaster with a child on your hip, everything from a to z, i thank Allah. For the opportunity. For zahra. Everyday is a new day and a new lesson to the both of us. And also to my husband. Being a mother and a wife to zahra and my husband, is the greatest blessing i can ever ask for. Alhamdulillah.

Honestly, you will never know how a mother feels. Until you become one. What lingers in her mind. What she feels about you. About your everyday routine. About who you're being friends with. She thinks about what people think about you. She worries endlessly. And it is true, a mother would die for her baby. Die. Suffer. Starve. Mocked. Anything. For her child.

May all of you female readers will one day experience the joy of being a mother. Amin.

Ps: i baked a simple cake earlier today. My baking skills sure have gone a little rusty. Still can practice for hubby's coming birthday. Gehehe.

Random moon beam

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Hi

Setiap dugaan Allah beri. Setiap kali Allah kata 'no Ansari. Tak boleh. Next time baru boleh' , or such. Mesti ada sebab. Dan something yg lebih baik Allah dah sediakan.

Macam plan yg cancel last minute. Supaya weekend cuti panjang sikit ni boleh spend dgn family hubby.

And my highlight of the weekend is abah dan mak amek daun pandan belakang rumah di bawah cahaya bulan sebab menantu dorang ni nak buat kuih tepung pelita sebab anak dorang tu mengidam. Haha.

Dan bergelak ketawa kat dapur gelakkan anak masing2. Too bad yaya takde. Sebab kalau yaya ada, saya ada geng makan budu. Kitorang makan nasi bertambah2 kut kalau ada budu. *flips hair

Ps: project baking is coming. Project fairy garden is very slow. Bought a few gardening tools tho. Hehe

Mushiness and the stars

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Hi

Im just very mushy lately. ❤

Putting life into perspective

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Hi

Betul kan. Dengan siapa kita berkawan sangat mempengaruhi sape kita. Oleh kerana ibu & mak adalah bestfriends saya, saya pun mcm mak nenek jgk la. Hews.

Kawan2 boleh boost up certain emotions. Dan jugak buah pikiran. Dan kesedaran. Obviously duh. But seriously, when you go into certain depths of problems and issues dengan kawan2, awak akan sedar byk benda. Bila dia cerita masalah dia, awak akan realise yg dunia ni byk masalah. Bermacam2. Berjenis2. Berbentuk2. Tersangat luas. Dan di situ awak sedar, apelah sangat ujian awak yg sejemput pisang tu. Maka ucaplah alhamdulillah.

Bukan sebab bersyukur kawan awak susah ye. Awak bersyukur lah awak punye masalah kecik je. Tak memerut pagi tadi je pun. Dia bergunung lagi problem. Tak tertanggung di rumah. Bawa pergi kerja pulak. Dan bersyukurlah diberi peluang berbincang bersama masalah tu. Jangan lah jadi batu api. Jadi lah tangga yg tolong dia panjat masalah segunung tu.

Allah Maha Adil. Setiap manusia diuji berbeza2. Setiap manusia diuji ikut kemampuan dia. Mampu bagi dia, belum tentu mampu bagi kita. Mampu bagi kita, belum tentu bagi dia. Maka hidup dalam masyarakat tu penuh hikmah. Jumpa manusia berbagai2 tu nikmat.

Hmm. Tak tau pulak kan. Cakap pasal masalah. Tapi yg nampak cuma hikmah, nikmat. Sebab tu macam mana, dari mana kita tgk something tu penting. Kenapa lah sy macam pakar motivati hari ni. Haha

All in all, being with people dealing with different kind of difficulties in life, can put you into perpectives. Of what life is. Of the realisation of the world itself. Us, as a whole.

A friend from the past suka msg2 skrg ni. Sy senang layan skrg. Cubalah belajar bersyukur manusia. Esok belum tentu lagi. Akhirat jugak yang pasti. Redhalah diuji semampu. Sabar. Doa & ikhtiar. InsyaAllah. Sape lagi teman kita kalau bukan Allah. :)

come away with me

norah jones

Ps: hmm. Hormon mengalami kekeliruan. Kita tengok minggu cane naa. Thank you hubby bawak umi makan & tapau kepsi. Umi takde mood nk masak.

i choose you

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"I Choose You"

Let the bough break, let it come down crashing
Let the sun fade out to a dark sky
I can't say I'd even notice it was absent
Cause I could live by the light in your eyes

I'll unfold before you
What I've strung together
The very first words
Of a lifelong love letter

Tell the world that we finally got it all right
I choose you
I will become yours and you will become mine
I choose you
I choose you
(Yeah)

There was a time when I would have believed them
If they told me you could not come true
Just love's illusion
But then you found me and everything changed
And I believe in something again

My whole heart
Will be yours forever
This is a beautiful start
To a lifelong love letter

Tell the world that we finally got it all right
I choose you
I will become yours and you will become mine
I choose you
I choose you

We are not perfect
We'll learn from our mistakes
And as long as it takes
I will prove my love to you

I am not scared of the elements
I am under-prepared, but I am willing
And even better
I get to be the other half of you

Tell the world that we finally got it all right
I choose you
Yeah
I will become yours and you will become mine
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you