Monday, April 27, 2015

i choose you

assalamualaikum



"I Choose You"
Let the bough break, let it come down crashing
Let the sun fade out to a dark sky
I can't say I'd even notice it was absent
Cause I could live by the light in your eyes

I'll unfold before you
What I've strung together
The very first words
Of a lifelong love letter

Tell the world that we finally got it all right
I choose you
I will become yours and you will become mine
I choose you
I choose you
(Yeah)

There was a time when I would have believed them
If they told me you could not come true
Just love's illusion
But then you found me and everything changed
And I believe in something again

My whole heart
Will be yours forever
This is a beautiful start
To a lifelong love letter

Tell the world that we finally got it all right
I choose you
I will become yours and you will become mine
I choose you
I choose you

We are not perfect
We'll learn from our mistakes
And as long as it takes
I will prove my love to you

I am not scared of the elements
I am under-prepared, but I am willing
And even better
I get to be the other half of you

Tell the world that we finally got it all right
I choose you
Yeah
I will become yours and you will become mine
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you

Friday, April 24, 2015

Kesesatan lalu lintas

Assalamualaikum

Hi

Saje je nak kasi tau. Tadi ada bini orang tu. Drive hantar laki dia kat klia2. Si bini tu tertinggal henpon kat rumah. Ye lah. Mane tak tertinggal. Beg lakinye lagi. Diaper bag anaknye lagi. Lakinye pulak last minute baru nak cari stokin. Anaknye kalau takde glucose, makanan ringan dalam keta tak boleh. Mengamuk la jawabnye nnti duk dalam carseat tu. Ada bapaknye takpe. Bila tinggal dengan maknye mulalah keluar perangai yg 'elok' tu. Lepas bincang punya bincang laki dia cakap tak yah balik umah amek henpon. Laki dia percaya kebolehan bini dia drive. Ye lah. Pernah drive kl-kelantan ikut gua musang sorang2. Bukan sekali. Ape lah sangat dari klia2 ke tanjung malim. Sebab mak si laki nye risau bila menantunye duduk sorang ngan anak kecik. Maka kena berteman. Lalu, paras confident si bini ni mencanak2 naik. Sebab kena puji kan. Pestu bini nye pun bawak lah keta. Sampai satu tempat tu, ada tulisan 'selamat datang ke negeri sembilan'. Lalu dia carut penyakit lupa dia. Hmm. Pestu pulak dia round lah seremban tu. Lalu nilai, kembali ke klia2. Ada cita2 dalam hati dia untuk balik umah amek tepon. Tapi sebab ada sikit mcm kena cabar dgn lakinye gitu. Lalu redah je sampai rumah mertua kesayangan dia. Alhamdulillah. Si lakinye tak tau citer sebab dalam flight lama sgt. Yg penting, bila bini nye tu citer kat lakinye, laki nye gelak kaw2. Hmm.

You mesti ingat i nak cakap psl pentingnye henpon kan? Tak penting pun. Yg penting adalah dengar arahan betul2. Kalau sesat, bagus. U boleh tau jalan tikus. Kalau tak sesat bagus. Maksudnye u bertindak mengikut arahan. Sama jugak dalam hidup ni. U sesat takpe. Asal u tak sesat lama2. U balik ke tempat u mula. Recall arahan pertama dan teliti betul2 signboard. Yg penting jangan lah u putus asa terus u tak jadi pegi tempat yg u nak tuju tu, u pegi shopping mall, shopping kasut kan? U paham dah tu kut ape i nak cakap. Deep deep je sekarang ni. So deep i found oil. Gituh.

Ps: we miss your ketiak, lelaki perut 1 pax.

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Bubble unicorn

Assalamualaikum

I was blowing bubbles with zahra.

An uncle from a car in front of our looked at our bubbles while he walked to his steering seat, done fueling his car.

He must feel all princessy and girly walking in those bubbles.

Lol.

Made our day.

Ps: on our way from munching to swimming. Wee~

Perempuan Pelupa

Assalamualaikum

Penyakit lupa boleh jadi bala. Tapi bagi saya itu benda yg elok. Lupa lah orang tu pernah buat jahat kat saya. Lupa lah orang tu pernah mengata saya. Lupa lah kata2 nista orang ignorant. Lupa.

Lupa juga macam mana sakitnya bersalin. Serius. Kawan2 yg tengah tunggu due duk tanya pengalaman hari tu bersalinkan zahra. Haish nak cerita tapi lupa. Sakit tapi lupa la macam mana sakit dia. Takleh explain.

Setiap sesuatu yg Allah buat, cantik sangat. Sempurna sesempurnanya. Jadi bila Allah buat kejadian bersalinkan sebuah jasad suci, melahirkan jiwa putih ke dunia, Allah cipta sakit. Tapi Allah hapuskan kenangan tak best. So yg tinggal sekarang ni yg indah2 je.

Sebab tu bila orang tanya sakit tak? Saya cuma mampu jawab. Sakit. Tapi bila jatuh pandangan pertama pada anak tu, semua sakit tu hilang. Dan nak hadap jahit kejap lagi pun tak terasa sakitnya. Sakit berjam2 tadi cek jalan sampai berdarah, contraction berjam2, gunting, meneran sampai tercabut jarum masuk air kat tangan, semua hilang. Sebab terpandang sebuah muka tanpa dosa tu. Sebab terdengar suara dia. Sebab nak cepat2 peluk dia. Sebab nak cepat2 susukan dia. Sebab saya dah lama tunggu dia, seumur hidup saya, bukan 9 bulan. Dia, ubat segala sakit.

Jadi, lupa tu bagus dalam certain konteks.

Ok nak gi peluk suami main usap2 perut kejap. Eh.

XD

Ps: rasa taknak balik kl. Tapi suami duk mengomel rindu aglio olio sy buat. Haha. Gedik nau skrg ni western sgt tekak.

The morning glory

Assalamualaikum

Still breathing salty air. Walk on sandy beach. Which i love.

Being here means no laundry to do. Nothing to cook. Nothing to clean. Which i also love.

And putting up with unstable internet connection. Not good for my "work" but i still love that.

In between taking care of zahra, hugging big teddy ze hubby, and lying around being lazy, i got bored too. The beach is currently a little too hot. Hence this post i guess.

The morning glory

Cold quiet morning
Witness your bloom
Wet and moist
So as the mushrooms

How humble to show such beauty
In such a brief moment
Until i see you again
Tomorrow morning.

-a.a

Ps: im so looking forward for may. hehehe. Ansari the nanny will come to you dnie junior. XD