Perempuan Pelupa

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Penyakit lupa boleh jadi bala. Tapi bagi saya itu benda yg elok. Lupa lah orang tu pernah buat jahat kat saya. Lupa lah orang tu pernah mengata saya. Lupa lah kata2 nista orang ignorant. Lupa.

Lupa juga macam mana sakitnya bersalin. Serius. Kawan2 yg tengah tunggu due duk tanya pengalaman hari tu bersalinkan zahra. Haish nak cerita tapi lupa. Sakit tapi lupa la macam mana sakit dia. Takleh explain.

Setiap sesuatu yg Allah buat, cantik sangat. Sempurna sesempurnanya. Jadi bila Allah buat kejadian bersalinkan sebuah jasad suci, melahirkan jiwa putih ke dunia, Allah cipta sakit. Tapi Allah hapuskan kenangan tak best. So yg tinggal sekarang ni yg indah2 je.

Sebab tu bila orang tanya sakit tak? Saya cuma mampu jawab. Sakit. Tapi bila jatuh pandangan pertama pada anak tu, semua sakit tu hilang. Dan nak hadap jahit kejap lagi pun tak terasa sakitnya. Sakit berjam2 tadi cek jalan sampai berdarah, contraction berjam2, gunting, meneran sampai tercabut jarum masuk air kat tangan, semua hilang. Sebab terpandang sebuah muka tanpa dosa tu. Sebab terdengar suara dia. Sebab nak cepat2 peluk dia. Sebab nak cepat2 susukan dia. Sebab saya dah lama tunggu dia, seumur hidup saya, bukan 9 bulan. Dia, ubat segala sakit.

Jadi, lupa tu bagus dalam certain konteks.

Ok nak gi peluk suami main usap2 perut kejap. Eh.

XD

Ps: rasa taknak balik kl. Tapi suami duk mengomel rindu aglio olio sy buat. Haha. Gedik nau skrg ni western sgt tekak.

The morning glory

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Still breathing salty air. Walk on sandy beach. Which i love.

Being here means no laundry to do. Nothing to cook. Nothing to clean. Which i also love.

And putting up with unstable internet connection. Not good for my "work" but i still love that.

In between taking care of zahra, hugging big teddy ze hubby, and lying around being lazy, i got bored too. The beach is currently a little too hot. Hence this post i guess.

The morning glory

Cold quiet morning
Witness your bloom
Wet and moist
So as the mushrooms

How humble to show such beauty
In such a brief moment
Until i see you again
Tomorrow morning.

-a.a

Ps: im so looking forward for may. hehehe. Ansari the nanny will come to you dnie junior. XD

The beach says hi

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I strongly believe that where one stands affects how one see a situation. Or anything physical.

We were on a swing, hubby and i. In front of a beautiful beach. The swing was pretty high. A lot high off the ground he had to lift me up to get on it. Mcm romentik je dukung2 kan. Lol. And what i saw from such height is different from what i saw in normal eye level. It was beautiful. The beach was mesmerising. And the wind felt a lot more comforting.

When one think one has gone tired, restless of where one stands, one should move. One should do whatever the hell one wants. Jump, squat, turn-turtle, sommersault, run, sprint. Anything under the sun. And be wherever one desires. Because you know what? Only one knows what it feels like being there. And only one will see the beautiful view. And only one will know such action taken is crucial for one self improvements.

And one more thing. Such height reminded me of something else. Where we are, makes us see the same things differently. So stop judging before you surely know something first-hand.

Ok. Some motivational ponders while breastfeeding. Lol. We're heading back to the beach this evening. The chalet is very near to the water we can hear the waves hitting the shore at night.

Ps: this is zahra's first experience swimming at the beach. Selalunya kt sungai je. She really hates the sand. Haha. We'll see later.

Till next time. Toodles.

The tale of the day we left zahra for 2 hours

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Hi

Kat kota bharu ni. Dah 2 malam.

Zahra dan suami tengah tido. Tadi tinggal zahra kejap. Konon nak dating berdua. Pastu dua2 gelisah. Nak gak ada zahra. Dia dah macam maskot kecik. Nak kena ada jugak keletah dia yg comel tu. Huhu. Seyes. Rindu. Walau 2 jam tinggal. Balik2 tu dgn harapan zahra pun merindu kami. Dia selambe je buat mcm tak nampak. Cis. Tak merindui umi & ayah langsung pun. Gembira je mandi ngn nenek. Main xbox dengan ayah bi. Ciksu buat susu. Fine fine. Petang ni nak g pantai cari air nyor taknak bawak zahra. Hahh.

Terus terpikir sendiri mcm mana lah kalau umi ni keje. Pastu pulak kena keje jugak sabtu ahad. Ataupun keje shif. Mesti nangis gile lah teringatkan zahra. Rasa nak peluk. Rasa nak cium. Syukur alhamdulillah Allah beri peluang jd fulltime housewife. Duduk rumah tengok dia membesar. Perati perkembangan dia setiap hari. Kenal betul2 perangai dia. Kalau ikutkan hati dah bosan sgt duk rumah. Tapi rasa berbaloi sebab amanah Allah yg satu ni boleh sy fokus betul2. Harapnya adik2 zahra nnti pun boleh umi jaga mcm umi jaga zahra. Full breastfeed sampai 2 tahun. Walaupun sebenarnya skrg ni dah sulam susu. Huhu. Baru je zahra nak minum susu botol. Tapi nak perasa coklat je lah. Ok la tu. Sebab senang umi & ayah nak tinggal gi tengok wayang. Kekeke.

Ok bai.

Love, Rosie

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this is a serious post.

i finally figure out how to download a movie. weehoo.

in fact a movie is downloading right now. and its "love, rosie" weehoo

maigawddd do you know it is adapted from my favourite book by cecelia ahern entitled "where rainbows end"? weehoo

ok im going to fry some nuggets.

well a little abstract. rosie and alex are bestfriends from they were kids. they write to each other a lot; email, memos, notes, letters, anything. until rosie got pregnant and she had to work and she couldnt pursue her dreams. alex on the other hand continued his studies, become a doctor, married another doctor. they were always in love and fate separated them. for years, both met new men and women and have kids and finally divorced with their partners. and one day at the age of 50 they admitted their love to each other and well, live happily ever after.


one thing. timing. and fate.


ps: gonna go goreng nugget now. wehoo